In 2013 I was a prosperous lecturer on Faculty of Architecture in Ljubljana. Then one week in July I seemed to have lost it all. Due to financial breakdown I was forced to swallow my pride, move back to my parents and start anew. This blog picks up 6 months later, when I started to build my life on new foundations. My insights into art, life and society in general are written through the optics of the chaos theory, which I study with the utmost zest.